Bumps here, Knocks there and Love everywhere...

Today marks mine and Kumar's 2nd year anniversary. Very fast huh.....After all those countless quarrels and numerous 'I hate U's,'I don't think so we can get along's and everything else that couples would say when they fight, we are still together and making long term plans.

I just don't know what is keeping us together...Our love for Kenny? The fact that we are so alike yet so different? or We just simply love each other? Beats me! But whatever,I've never regretted meeting Kumar and making the decision to spend the rest of my years with him. Of course, why would I wanna lose this assholic idiot who's stupid enough to marry me! Hehehehe.......

We didn't make any plans today coz Kumar wasn't able to take leave and he has to attend class in the evening. Just when I was sulking in my heart that we couldn't meet today, Kumar called me this morning and told me that his boss gave him off in the afternoon since their training was over. So I took half-day and we just spent time at home with Kenny.

I didn't get anything in advance so I had to rush down to Tiong Bahru Plaza and get him something. I bought him a Parker pen, engraved with his name on it. Kumar got me a blue rose. Very nice rite. I actually thought that he was not going to get me anything. :)

Very simple rite...no celebration, no romantic dinner and no expensive gifts.....Oh well, I'm just happy that I got to spend time with him. That's more important than anything else....Ya rite....as if......I'm happy that we got spend time together but yes, I would have been disappointed if he didn't get me anything.....hey, I'm being honest :) And I'm pretty satisfied with the rose. Its pretty. :)We tried to take some pictures but I looked at the lens and Kumar looked at the screen in all the pics and I look like shit with my make-upless, pimple-planted face. I badly need to get a face transplant!!!!!!!!!!! Wonder I would ever lose these scars and I'm too stubborn to go for those uneffective face treatments and waste my money!

I just had dinner at 7.30 and I'm hungry now...damn....better go and dig my fridge for something to eat.....

Say 'Cheese'

I just ate big pieces of Chocolate & Banana Cake , Chocolate Cheesecake and Plain Cheesecake from Secret Recipe, thanks to 3 colleagues who got promoted and now i'm so bloated I feel like puking....damn...to much cream....

Angie emailed us the pics that were taken at the Amazing Race in Little India during our one day retreat. I looked at my pics in it and I realised that my mouth is open at every photo in that I am in. I just don't know why...
This was taken at the start of the race. The baldy is the trainer. This was at the Kaliamman Temple. That's my Deputy Director on my right.
This was at the back of the Tekka market while waiting for the coconut drinks.
Lastly, while we were waiting for everyone at the Little India MRT station.

It seems that the pictures taken in the afternoon and the group photo turned out blur. See Angie, I told you not to let the baldy take pictures!! Hehehe.....

I think I'm gonna puke....

$$$$$$$....Money, Money, Money.....$$$$$$$$

The thought of not being able to shop or spend money on luxuries till the end of the year makes me so sad......I wonder how I'm gonna be able to lead my life like that......damn........

I decided that I have to be a miser till the end of the year coz I wanna take my driving license. And this super-difficult decision was made coz I don't wanna touch the savings. On boy, I wonder how I'm gonna survive. This calls for super strict discipline....

Movies - no more movies every month, maybe only special and worth it ones. The rest have to watch on VCD.

Clothes & Accessories- no more shopping AT ALL!!! I have to control myself and do my shopping on at the end of the year, Hopefully, I have taken my license by then. If not, then die...must do shopping even later.

JB - From spending S$100 at JB, now it has to be just S$50 at JB. If lesser, better.....

Clubbing - Strictly a big NO...exception: Minah's birthday.

The only occasions where I can spend money would be:
during Kumar's, Alvin's, Mummy's, Kenny's and Daddy's birthdays and during Deepavali and yes, during the IBM. Other than tat, NO!!

I went to BBDC on Monday to book my BTT test date. Its on 20th May. Hopefully I pass it. If I don't, I'm gonna enrol in BBDC instead of taking the test in private. I promised myself that I'm gonna study for at least 1/2 hour everyday and I've been keeping up my promise.

I really wanna get my license by the end of this year. If not, I've got to be a stingy pig even longer which is not me at all.

God, Help me! Please!

The 'People-Murderer-Symptoms'

Indian wedding have just too many ceremonies and when a close relative gets married, you don't have a choice but to attend all of those ceremonies.....especially when your mum is someone who believes that she has to attend every ceremony and wedding that she is invited to.....

Finally, one of my mum's cousin got married on Saturday. I think after a decade of waiting for his mum to find him a bride. Interesting huh...a son like this in this era, someone who only wants to marry a girl his mum chooses. Everything went well and I wish the couple bliss in life :)

And yeah, there was this really cute but older guy who took extra care in making sure that I had a good dinner...hehehe....he kept asking me if I need anything and as a result, I got extra gravy, extra papadamn, extra payasam, extra vadai and even extra drink....hehehe.....I should always try to hook some guy at functions so that I can get extra food but then if its buffet, then forget it la....

I've been in a pretty murderous mood since morning....I think its PMS......

Kumar woke me up at 10.00 this morning...I normally wake up at 12 pm on Sundays....I felt like shooting him with an machine gun.....

Kumar and I finally went to our fave pet shop to buy a carrier bag for Kenny so that we can bring him around safer and Kenny is so afraid to go inside that bag. He thinks we are locking him up. He starts to cry for a while once he's in. While at the shop, one of the new salesgirl asked Kumar whether Kenny was his or mine and he said it was his. I turned and stared at him and then he said, "Ours ah ours...see la she angry, I say mine." I almost wanted to smash his head into the wall....asshole....dare to say Kenny is his and not ours.....asshole! After that he gave me his goofy smile la.

We brought Kenny to Bishan Park today for a run. Kenny had a good time running around and playing with Kumar and me! While walking back, there was owner walking his Jack Russell. Kumar let Kenny go near him and make friend, the other dog was growling and we tot it was just normal. Suddenly, that dumb dog bit Kenny on the mouth!! I tell u at that time, if I had a knife, I would just cut off that dumb dog's head and also its owner's for bringing him up like that! Blady Asshole!!! Kenny was so frightened, he cried! Stupid Blady Dog!! May he rot in hell for bitting my Kenny!

On my way back at night, in the MRT, some idiot farted and the asshole beside me, gave me that disgusted look as if I had farted! I wanted to dig out his eyes!!!

I still feel like slicing that stupid dog's head off!!!!

'Dumbass' Kethrine.....Really one BIG Dumbass!

I'm can't believe that I can be a real dumbass at times!

Yesterday after work, I went to NTUC to buy shampoo. But instead of buying shampoo, I bought the conditioner.....I only realised it this morning!! How wonderful! Lucky I managed to find the receipt which I didn't throw fortunately and now I gotta go back there and change it...Damn!

Anyway Kumar and I have finally started Kenny on 'real' food. We had only been giving him dry dog food since he came. And now since he's turned 6 months, we decided to mix some variety into his diet and his appetite has grown even more now. He finished his food in less than 10 minutes!! Isn't that great!

I'm a really happy mother!! :)

I looked at the calendar and I don't have a single chance of going to JB till the end of the month. This means I have a lot of thing to do on my next visit to my paradise!

Let's see, I've gotta get my arm waxing, brazilian waxing done ...I already feel like a jungle....and hot oil treatment....hmm....and yeah my facial too! Looks like I'm gotta spend at least 5 hours at the salon!!!! But this time, I'm not gonna bring the old ladies with me this time. I always end up not doing my stuff!

ThugChic (Ananthi) reminded us that we, IBMs, gotta meet again this year...Thank you babe! But again like last year, we have already started pondering on the venue and the activities involved. Mainly pigging out, gossiping, ogling at cute guys and more gossiping.....

And I also suggested having a makeover, then I realised how a stupid suggestion it was. Having a makeover would make Sumi-the make-up artist. I think she's the only one who's a master in make-up among us. I wouldn't mind being the photographer and ThugChic was interested n the graphics.

Then I was thinking, this would involve doing everything at someone's home. Unless you wanna take photos outdoors which will invite many people to look at us and think we are from Vasantham Central....bad....So it has to be at someone's place....and that wouldn't be nice coz the people in the house would be driven to insanity thanks to the din we are going to be creating....we are capable of that....no offence babes :) Unless we get a place where noone would be at home but it still won't be so nice....So I think we should just forget that I suggested that okie :)

Anyway I was thinking of bowling. That would be fun...seeing my bowling ball always going into the longkang. And then it could be Swensen's ice-cream again like the last time...and yes we can always invade a restuarant, get minimal amount of food, occupy 2 big tables and yak like we own it.....Hahahaha.......I'm on!

The Intellects....

Me and Magesh.........

Magesh just joined the club........The Species Club.......not pronounced as 'Species' as in the movies but like 'Spekies' like in 'Spectacles'....

He just got his new glasses made and he looks much more handsome now. Don't u agree? Look at my older photos and you would know.

He was kinda not happy to wear the specs at first but I told him that these specs make us look even more intellectual and smart. I rold him that if anyone ever calls 'Four Eyes', just feel proud that you have something extra. Its an advantage not a disability.......

You know kids....very conscious abt what their friends say....aiyoh...

And yeah.........another lovely pic of me and Initha :)

The Biker Family.... :)

I had too heavy a lunch....see la I'm back to stuffing myself....damn.......I totally forgot that I'm on a 'diet'. I only realised after buying my nasi padang.......never mind la....hehehe........

Kumar and I bought Kenny to my aunt's place on Saturday for him to mingle with Tiger. They are cousins wat, they have to get along together. Getting them to mingle wasn't difficult, bringing Kenny over was...

Kenny became a biker-dog again. He's much more heavier and I just couldn't carry him on the bag. Half-way on the expressway, he managed to fidgit and get his legs out of the helmet bag! Stupid Dog! Lucky Kumar managed to pull over at the side and we again stuffed him into the bag after spanking him!

I was waiting to get to Ang Mo Kio......basket, that fellow was too kapoh and fidgity!! Sometimes I wonder if we should get a car just to bring Kenny around.....

It was a cute sight to see Kenny and Tiger meeting each other. Guess who was scared of who........Tiger scared of Kenny....irony huh.......yeah, coz Tiger's smaller.

Kenny was trying to play with him and Tiger was running for his life!! Hahahahaha!!!! We should bring them together even more.....Too bad they are both guys......hehehehe........

Anyway I think I should get Kenny a helmet...you know....Safety precautions.....hehehe.....Safety First! :)

Ooooo....Brain Freeze!

Guess what my craving is now.....

Slurpee from 7-11. I'm like having one almost everyday. I kinda got the craving after watching 'Kim Possible'. Its Ron Stoppable's fav drink....hehehe.....I know I just recovered from diarrhoea and I shouldn't be drinking these kind of stuff but what to do the taste is just pulling me to 7-11 everyday......Its just ice with flavouring and its ADDICTIVE!!

I attended a free salsa trial class at Caliente@Studio82 at Tanjong Pagar.Nice place, cool studio and Salsa was fun. It was sexy and interesting and really easy to learn but then I think Salsa is not for me coz its more of a couple dance. I prefer to have something that lets me dance on my own without holding hands with anyone....I very shy mah....Hahaha....Ok, don't stare....

Hehe....I think I should just sign up for the Yoga classes that are being conducted at MESRC. Must go and check out the price and schedule on Monday.

"Slurpppeee....Ooo....Brain Freeze....!" :)

Damn The Diarrhoea

Taj, ThugChic and Ambiga, Thanks for the concern! I'm fine and its nothing that you think it is.....Kumar and I are still together, even though we are pulling each other's hair out......what to do......There's something that's still keeping us together and I don't know what it is.... :) Heard that another one of my friends had broke up with her boyfriend of many years and I was just penning down my thoughts :)

I'm at home....MC.....Down with diarrhoea since yesterday and now I gotta watch my food intake. I've been getting diarrhoea frequently and my doctor has told me to go slow on the food....Damn....So for the next one month, I've gotto watch what I eat and try to avoid oily food, eat more fruits and drink lots of water....Argh!I was actually supposed to have dinner at Gayathri's with Jerald yesterday since he's leaving soon! See la now, I have to postpone to till next month!! Major ARGH!!! That's means I can only indulge in my favourite foods from 15 April onwards! DAAAAMMMMNNNN!!! One month...One month.....Argh!

All I've been doing at home is just sleeping and watching TV. Been watching all my fav cartoons and shows....hahaha....I invaded the TV, making my bro go to his friend's house instead of stayin at home and my mum's been screaming at him for that....Hahahaha....I'm an EVIL sistar.....

I finally switched from Singnet to Starhub broadband and its much more better. My mum doesn't complain that she can't use the phone while I'm on the internet and there's no dial-up and the Internet's faster. Great! :)

And I know its a bit late but anyway a big CONGRATULATIONS to Avril Chong whose getting hitched this year and on her birthday somemore....hehehe....so sweet rite....

:)

Confesssions of A Broken Heart

They say friends and family are the best company when you have broke up with your partner....

~What if, you had a fucked-up family who blames you for the break-up even you are not at fault, and doesn't offer any consolation?

~What if your family scolds you that you have shamed them, coz they had introduced your partner to friends and family, as your future husband?

~What if you have no one in your family or relation to confide your broken heart to?

~What if you didn't have a best friend to tell how broken you are?

~What if you wanted to go out with your friends so as not to feel lonely but you didn't have enough money?

~What if your family and friends think that you are the reason for the break-up when you are not and talk bad about you behind your back?

~What if you were left all alone to fend for yourself?

~What if you didn't deserve any of this..........

Think.........

My Precious One, My Only One

I should be in bed right now....coz I'm dead tired....But I don't feel sleepy and so the other thing I can do instead of rolling on the bed is using the pc....

Today is really something....I laughed my hearts out and cried my lungs out.....all on the same day.....

My unit had a one day retreat today at SAFRA Mt Faber. We had a mini Amazing Race at Little India. That was really cool. Even though the weather wasn't very kind to us, we all managed to have a really great time. And my group WON!! Hehehehehehe......

A few of them actually thought we were disadvantaged, having a soon-to-pop pregnant mother in our team but Leama didn't even stall us at all! :)She was very 'on' acutally. She was moving so fast, I was pretty worried for her.

The facilitator was good. He managed to keep us going. But I was really very bad...I kept teasing him abt his bald head.....hehehe....Its not that I have something against those who are bald, it was just that he was cute in way and he was very open to being teased....and so I had to open my mouth....

I think he might hating me now....hahaha....now I'm thinking whether I should send him a card and apologise to him...hahahaha.... me and my mouth....

And yeah, let's come to the crying part. I almost lost Kenny today. When I open the gate, he normally comes out and then runs in when I tell him to...Today he saw a cat nearby and started chasing it up the stairs and I gave chase and lost him at the 10th floor. I tried to go up and down and look around for him...I started crying and calling out to him. Kenny finally appeared out of no way and I carried him back. I then spent the next 3 hours crying and hugging Kenny and he tryin to lick me and get out of my clutch.......

For that moment, I lost my breath and was almost dying.....I only got my life back once I heard him coming down from the stairs...Ok, I can't imagine life without him.....He's just too precious.....

And yeah, after one year of going to the same tailor in JB, I conclude that he's the BEST!!!! He perfected my kurtas tops!!!! :)

I've been having too many frequent headaches.....I think I need to get my eyes checked....Damn.....$$$$

I hate you but I need you!

I cut my nails again! I 've been wanting to grow my nails back to the same length I had 2 years ago but my nails start to irritate me once they grow a bit longer....damn....

I had been controlling myself from snipping off my nails but I gave up the battle yesterday....Now I'm like...'They are too short!"....Argh!

I finally arranged all my photos and put them into albums. I needed 6 albums for all of my photos. That's abt 300 x 6 = almost 1800 photos...Wow!! Alvin's photos only needed 2 albums...he still young la.... :)

So since I couldn't sleep last night thanks to whacking the free flow of coffee at the course I attended, I scanned a few of them and put them up in my Online Album. I actually wanted to also scan some photos to put up in the 'Family' album , then I realised I would have to start from 1982 and there would be just too many photos....So i just added some photos to my 'Just Me', 'Friends', 'Primary' and 'Secondary' albums.

Happy Viewing! :)

PS: I know you are gonna roll on the floor laughing after looking at some of my photos....just don't let me know.... ;p

Damn, I hate myself for drinking that much of coffee yesterday. Now I've got a burning sensation in my tummy and it hurts! I have a love-hate relationship with coffee. Its bad but I badly need it to keep awake. Its the only thing that would keep me at attention no matter how sleepy I am...Damn!

*Its Getting Hot in here,Come Take OFF all Your Clothes...

Hey Everyone, Its that time of the year again!

This is that of the year where:

-Mr Sun stretches out his glorious rays and shows them off, shining brightly....scorching us...

-We can be full of sweat and feel sticky all over, without having to run a 2.4 km race.....

-Walking just 100km can break you up in watering sweat....

-Going out for lunch becomes a chore....

-We start to lunch in just to avoid gettin sweaty which results in a oily face and wet armpits....

-We start to dig into our closets and bring out the tank tops and sleeveless tops....

-Cardigans are a big no-no......

-People start fanning themselves in the MRT and buses even though the air-con is in full blast....

-Black tops are the last thing you should wear unless you are going out in the evening....

-You sleep at night with either your clothes off or the aircon on.....

-Your water bills goes up thanks to the more frequent baths....

-You apply more deodrant and spray more perfume to yourself....

"Its getting hot in here, come take off all your clothes...."

Lonely....I'm So Lonely....

My punctuality to work for the past 2 months has been horrible. So I decided to turn over a new leaf and be punctual for work from March onwards. I managed to come to work on time yesterday but this morning, I was super-late! Damn! So much for my self-discipline! I better buck up and force myself to wake up early from tomorrow onwards.

Went to watch FD3 on Tuesday. The movie was so gross! Blood and flesh everywhere! Damn! I was wondering why I came to watch this movie, 10 mins after the movie started! Lucky thing, I only paid $7. Anything more and I would have spanked myself for paying so much for that movie. It was interesting la but then too gross! Almost had nightmare after watching that!

I ate the waffle at Gelare. Boy, it was good, with the maple syrup and the 'Cookies and Cream' ice-cream I took to go with it. Shiok! It was so good. At first I didn't want to eat it but then Minah forced me to take some and now I love it.

The next time, I go Orchard. I'm gonna make sure I get some Gelare! :)

I'm missing Kumar too much now. We hardly talk over the phone....We only see each on Sunday.....and its spent fussing over Kenny and cleaning the house. I better go and take up something to keep me occupied.

And I'm really regretting starting that stupid album project!! There are just too many photos to arrange and put into albums!!! I think it will take me another 2 or 3 months to finish arranging everything! Argh!