If giving up was this easy....

I had a tiring weekend.....damn....but I had fun, nevertheless! Its either I don't club or I club 2 days in a row....I've gotto stop doing this......Ya, this is what I always tell myself but I always end not honouring my words.....damn me!

My Friday evening was busy. It was Rathiga's birthday on Saturday and so we decided to do a surprise birthday for her at Newton on Friday night around 11+. So i had planned to go home, rest for a while and then meet the rest. But my mum had made plans with her cousins to go Chakravarthy and wanted me along. I tagged along since my other aunt was coming. If not for my aunt, I wouldn't have gone with her. Told this to Minah and she sprung up with the idea of having dinner at Riverwalk Tandoor since she had craving for it. I hadn't eaten there before and I said ok.

So after work, I met Minah at Riverwalk Tandoor, had a super heavy dinner and then took a cab down to Chakravarthy and then around 11+ left the plus and headed to Newton Food Centre to celebrate Rathiga's birthday and then we dragged Rathiga along, back to Chakravarthy since Rathiga has not been there before. I was drained by the time I left that place at 3 am. My mum was more energetic than me!

This is Minah enjoying her 'gulab jamun'. Oh boy, the sweetmeats at Riverwalk Tandoor are just fantastic! I would love to go back there again just for them!!! I think the sugar level in my body would have shot up tremendously on Friday. I was practically stuffing myself with 'payasam', 'gulab jamun' n 'mysore pak'.

And the naans are fantastic also la! The mutton was TASTY! I'm not a fish person but the fish sambal was really nice. I was pretty amazed that I actually went for a second serving for that. In all, it was really worth going for the buffet dinner! I'll go there again! :)

Pics we took at the Singapore River and at Chakravarthy. Club Chakravarthy is ok. The band wasn't really very fantastic. But Minah, Rathiga and I are pretty good at entertaining ourselves so we did have a good time there. Rathiga's Birthday Celebrations!
She had so innocently followed her husband and her sister to Newton. She had no idea that they were in cahoots with us! hehe! She was really surprised when she saw us!!! I love it when it happens!! Haha!! And Siva (Rathiga's husband) had to bring her late so while waiting, I was entertaining myself taking pics. And as usual, Minah was trying to be 'extra' with Rathiga's cake! haha!
And finally she arrived!!! With a super surprised face!!! haha!!!

I was in a foul mood on Saturday. It was due to the lack of sleep. But thank god, nobody got on my nerves.

Went to Rathiga's new place in the evening before we all headed to Ashoka for part 2 of her birthday celebrations. Her new home is nice...very nice! I just love the way she had renovated her place. And I had a great time with her kids! I love her son!!! Cute fellow! That kutti rascal sang 'Yemmadi Atthaddi' without going out of tune u know! We have concluded that the daughter is the replica of Siva and the son, the replica of Rathiga! :)

So we all headed down to Ashoka from her place. Just look at our pics....Rathiga is the only who looks good, Minah and I look like we are high on drugs when we hadn't even drank anything. I only had coke throughout the night. I didnt want to have diarrhoea on Sunday. We took 3 shots and we looked crappy in everything....shit! As usual, we rocked the club! But I didnt exactly have fun coz it was suffocating in the dance floor. We ended up dancing at the sofa area where we were seated.

So all the fun was over at 4 am and I was back home and I spent my entire Sunday doing nothing but sleeping. Now I've gotto use my public holiday to catch on my project and my notes. The Queen of Procastination has struck again!!

*Question: How do you know when to give up?*

A A A A A A

Just came back home and what do I see on my table?An envelope from MDIS which contains my exam result......

I couldn't bear to see it.....I told my dad to open it.....He smiled.....I saw.....and what did I see?



OMG!! Me got an A!! Can you believe it?? Kethrine got an A!

I'm like practically jumping around in happiness. And this calls for an celebration!! I'm gonna pig out extra when I'm having dinner at Riverwalk Tandoor tomorrow! I'm so looking forward to it!!!

Now it calls for extra work coz I've set a benchmark for myself and I have to try to keep up to it. Damn! Pros and Cons! Sigh....Now I'll work extra hard!! :) I laus myself!!!!*Muacks!*

Burning weekend.....Busy weekdays.....no more life already...

One word to describe my work now: killer....i'm practically dying....and the fact that I came to work last weekend isnt helping....Sigh....Good luck to us!

I would rant more about work but then its not going to lead me anywhere. So instead of writing depressing stuff (as if my life isnt depressing enough), I'll just write about the happy things that have happened.

Met up with Avril and Minie on Friday. Had dinner at Borders' Bistro. Other than the oily spaghetti, the meeting was fine. Minie and I went shopping after Avril had to leave early. Why do shops close so early on a Friday? Can't they extend till 11....humph....

Saturday was the Day!!! Where the IBMers got together after freaking looooong time...It wasnt full attendance but it was fun!

Sumi, Ananthi, Ambiga, Kanzy and me! Small but a noisy bunch of girls who made a hell lot of noise while playing pool. Vulgarities were just flying around, with Indian songs in the background....I should say, the other 4 of them played pool, I just watched pool. But I had lots of fun watching the rest play and I have to apologise to Kanzy. She kept trying to teach me how to play and I kept hitting the ball before she could finish teaching me....hehehe....sry ah babe!! :)


We'll meet up again soon ok. I was thinking about this: All of us are single. I didn't mean to say ita bad way but I kinda realised it that all of us are single....hehe....Let's look at it in a positive way:

-No possessive boyfriend to stop us from meeting on Saturday
-No boyfriend to report to, which means we didnt have to keep answering his calls
-No boyfriend to give us curfews which would have spoilt the fun on Saturday
:)

Why is it still Wednesday? Where's my Saturday?

Daddy's girl.....

My friend Clara's dad passed away on Wed.....

The funeral was today.....

I know how much Clara and her dad loved each other....

I still remember how happy and proud his face was when he was walking Clara down the aisle....

I saw his lifeless corpse today....with a peaceful face......

I don't know what I'll do if this happens to my dad.....

I don't want to think abt it....

He's the man of my heart.....the one and only man who'll ever be able to fill up my heart and never leave it.....n I dont care what my mum says about him....coz I know I'm his princess....

"You are my daughter and I only want the best for you. You'll live like a queen."

The Lousy Aura....

I hate being sick.....who doesnt.....sigh....the shitty and lousy feeling is hovering around me.....

I have the big aura of depression, sickliness and lousiness surrounding me......sigh...sigh....sigh.....

I hate being at home, feeling sick and lousy......shit......

ARGH!

Here's to confirm Sat's plan:

Date: Saturday, 19 May 2007
Venue: Jurong East Control Station (so that we cld either walk down or take a bus together...any objections?)
Time: 2 pm

Pls let me know if they are any changes to be made. Hopefully there's full attendance :)

I'm not really into romantic movies but Unnale Unnale was good. Watched it on Saturday and I really enjoyed it....the ending was good.....how do u choose between being practical and following your dream?

I'm so looking forward to Friday *Avril, u know why* ;)

I'm so looking forward to Saturday *the rest of you know why*

Can these 2 days come faster.......argh.......




This is what I believe in....Talking things out openly....

What's the point.....

The fact that I'm single and not seeing anyone serious or that i don't have someone special hadnt really affected me for a long time................till today.....i really felt sad abt it today after a loooooong time.....

Wore a new punjabi suit to work today. Had stitched long time ago but hadn't worn it. I had ironed it and it was hanging on my clothes rack for 2 weeks and I decided to wear it today since I'm going to the temple later, despite the terrifying weather (the punjabi suit is long sleeve) and i really looked good in the bright red colour. That's when it hit me - I have nobody special to show it to and to admire me in it......

You know me, I'm not the type to dress up for work. But when I do feel like dressing up, I'll make I show it to Kumar. I'll go over and wait till he comes back from work, no matter how late it is and parade in front of him, in hope of a nice comment. And most of the time, he would give me one coz I knew what kind of dressing he liked.

This morning, on my way to work, I missed having a boyfriend.....there's nothing like getting a nice comment from that special someone when you are dressed well, regardless of whether its for him or just for fun.........damn......that was when I felt super lonely......

Then i got remembered about something that happened recently.......i had things set.....my mind was set on one thing; no more compromises....my path was straight and clear......but then......you had to come along and make my mind and path divert and just when I started to compromise again....compromise one more time.......you had to drop everything.....citing me as a reason........damn, I'm so sick of people blaming me for everything......why can't people reaslise their own mistakes.......damn....i'm just so sick of it!!! Now you made things more difficult....for me......"thank you".......damn.......

Anyway, with my half-hearted self at work, I conducted a training for the people in my unit, regarding our individual websites.

I was so pissed that I had to conduct this. I was almost ready to kill my 'Head' for making me do it. (ok, i'm being a bit dramatic here...). I was also comtemplating having a no show at work, just to avoid it but i realised that a screw-up during the training is better than a nagging from my mother. Reluctantly I started the training but hey, it did turn out well to my surprise. I didn't bore anyone. No one ended up dozing off and they even corrected my mistake later which meant that they were paying attention. I felt so happy! :) I'm glad I did a good training! :) *pats back* :) At least this perked me up a bit! :)

Another half-an-hour or so......gonna leave, go temple n bum at home.....I'll enjoy this 2 weeks of freedom from tuitions till it starts again in end May....

*kooravaa inggu enadhu aasayai...thozhanae vandhu ularu meedhiyai...*

Hair...hair....hair....the more the better.....

Sigh.....

I want to be that girl in this video clip.....I'm infactuated with this guy!!!!!!



Damn.....what is with me and my attraction to men with hairy chest........argh......Chest hair (the right amount) is just a turn-on.....me and my hairy men theory.......i'm hopeless......

I also want to roll under the sheets...with....*??????????*...........sigh........

The Unlikely Pair: The Devil N The Nerd!

Finally! I got the pictures taken at the Birdpark from Minah! She takes forever to email me photos....sigh....

You can view them at Flickr.

Met Minah, Rathiga and Vani at Cafe Iguana on Friday. While walking to the cafe, I saw this woman selling some stuff at the bridge and something caught my eye and I had to buy it.....not for myself but for Minah. She got a shock when she saw what I bought her! Hahahahaha!!!



Devil horns!! hahahaha!! She's the devil's incarnation....tat's why!!! hahahahaha! N yeah, did I mention that after last Friday, I've concluded that I'm alcohol-intolerant.....damn.....I get diarrhoea every time I drink alcohol.....should I take it as a good sign or as a bad sign.....hmmm.....hahahahaha!!!!

I love my new specs!!!

Ultimate-done and regretted.....no more....now the fight starts from within.....

I did the ultimate this weekend. Damn! Now I've got to stop...stop everything and lay low for a while......damn.....I can't believe I am doing what I've been doing.....cannot anymore.....must stop already.........cannot tahan anymore....

I finally went to the Bird Park on Labour Day, after like donkey years! I'm waiting for the pics from Minah. She is taking forever to send me the pics......argh......

I bought myself a new pair of specs!!!! Nerdy and cool!!! hehehehe.......I love my new specs!!!

Caught Chennai 600028 n Spidey during the weekend. Both movies were good. The earlier one was funnier! Saroja Samma Nikaloh!!!! Enna Koduma Samy Itthu!!

IBM:
I know I had sent smses to you guys (Kanz, Sumi, ThugChic, Ajmoon, Hudz, Ambi, did I miss out anyone?) regarding our outing.

Proposal: 19 May (Sat), bowling at Chevrons, at 2 pm.

Imput please!

Thank you! :)

*i cant be bothered anymore. i dont wanna see you again. god knows what i might do.....from now on: if it happens, it happens.....i'm cant bothered anymore*