Sometimes Somethings Happen.....

I did something really stupid yesterday....damn.....I still can't believe it happened.....and I should be kicking myself in the ass for it......damn it....damn it.....What was I thinking?

I still am wondering how it happened......one minute I was doing something and the next, I was.....damn damn damn......Argh!!

I'm just gonna pretend that such an episode didn't happen....You know, sometimes somethings happen....

Anyway I attended my first lesson on Tuesday. To be honest, I don't understand any crap that the lecturer said....shit....I've got to go thru what was taught, over the weekend. Why didn't I start studying earlier??? Serves me rite!

I've been getting personalised bike riding lessons. Now I know how to balance a bike, kick start a bike and change gear.....Me so proud of meself....*pats back*

I'm not someone who really believes in horoscopes but this has really put things into perspective.....

Sometimes the hardest thing to do in life is to do nothing at all. Taking your hands off the steering wheel may seem like a dangerous thing to do, but in actuality right now it could be your best tactic. Let things take their natural course at work, at school and in a new relationship. You have less control over things than you think you do, so just admit that and take yourself off the hook. You don't have to fix anything. It's the way it's meant to be.

Hmm......

Pokkiri-Super Duper!

I've never been a fan of Vijay but I wanna get the VCD of Pokkiri. The movie was great! Super great! It was so funny, I had a tummy ache from all that laughing. This is the first time I actually enjoyed a Vijay movie. The last time I ever bothered to endure a Vijay movie was Sivakasi coz of Prakash Raj. But this time, I liked everything about that movie!! It was funny from beginning to end. They evoked comedy into the movie even in the climax where everyone was bashing each other up!

The songs were good, no great!! So were the choreographry....you could clearer see that it is a Prabu Deva movie! And wat can I say about my favourite Prakash Raj.....He's the best! Simply the best! :)

So if any of you are contemplating whether you should watch that movie, go ahead! Its great! Trust me, worth your $10. :)

I had a great time laughing my lungs out. The guy I went with and I were laughing very loudly much to the dismay of the old lady who was sitting beside us.

I know: "The guy I went with"....Yes, Ket has started dating and has found this really cute-looking guy whom she can click with but the fellow's leaving for Australia in June.....damn.....But no matter how romantic he is or how nice he seems or how potential he may be, she is not going to make any major decisions now! :)

My classes are starting tomorrow and I'm stressed....very stressed.....Thank god, I'm only taking one module now....

I never knew Nestum in Milo would taste this good.....

The Thinker....

I hate myself for thinking so much. I hate myself when I can't make a decision with considering the pros and cons. I hate myself for thinking about possible outcomes before making a decision. I hate myself for taking such a long time to make decisions....damn.....

How I wish I could make decisions fast. How I wish I didn't have to think so much. How I wish I could follow my heart.....damn......

Damn Men!

My personal 'pantry' on my table is overflowing with food till I got to leave my potato chips near my files...see the amount of junk food I have....i'm horrible...
U know just when I thought that it couldn't get any worse......My friend's wedding has been called off.....damn......they just did their ROM last year and even bought a flat together.....damn...

The number of guys in my list of assholes/bastards just seems to be rising.....argh...is it so difficult to find a good guy nowadays....Wat's going on in the mind of the male sex...Why are they do fickle-minded.....Why can't they make strong decisions like women.......ARGH!!!

Damn, its getting more and more difficult to trust guys these days......U know I'm pinning my hopes on Navin-Vanitha's boyfriend. He is the one good guy I've been able to trust. If he screws up, I'm gonna declare that men are a despicable lot and they don't deserve us!!

ARGH!! MEN!!

Blah Blah

Seriously, I don't get some Indian girls....Why do u have to get mushy and all over your boyfriend when you see a fellow Indian girl.....sigh.....

Pls la, I'm not gonna check out your boyfriend when you are sitting next to him...u think I siao is it...I'll check him out when he's alone...hehe....

Stupid people!

Ashoka on Friday is goood....

Yawn...I've been deprived of good sleep for a long time.....damn......Sigh.....

Anyway had blast last night at Ashoka....Rathiga, Minah and I celebrated Kavi's birthday there, together with her boyfriend's friends and her siblings. Clubbing there on a Friday was great! There wan't much of a crowd and we had a lot of space in the dance floor to dance around unlike on Saturdays, where I lose count of the number of people I bang into.....I would love to go there again on a Friday...hehehe....

I wanna sleep continuosly for 2 days.....pleasse...I actually wanna blog about something but my brain is not working due to lack of sleep....I'll update again another time....zzzzzzzzzz

Damn.....it hurt again.....

I thought I had put everything behind, I thought I was moving on.....damn.....I thought I was fine.......till I received an sms from him......damn.....I was switched off for an hour........

"Saw u in the club on the eve...Saw u dancing happily...Happy to see u like this...Saw u in the macdonald. N this april the insurance expiring..It will be sent to ur house..So send it over to me..If not I cannot renew..Ill find some way to change the ownership also..Take care..Dont go in e wrong path..Bye.."

He was at Ashoka on New Year's Eve....I didn't know what to reply. I wanted to sms alot of things but I didn't want to look like a fool.....so I just asked him how kenny boy was....

Then he msged me again at night.....I didn't give any reply....I couldn't be bothered to.....

"Hope 2007 will be a good year for u..Im happy tat u put things behind to go on wit ur life..For watever I did..Im sorry..Forgive me Pls..Ill take watever punishment god give me..All the best for yr future..Im depted to u..So u can fine me if u need help..take care..."

I realised that I've not moved on totally. Somewhere in my heart, I still feel deceived and cheated.....I made a decision not to be disturbed by his smses anymore. I've got to be strong.....I'm not gonna let this affect me.......

And forgiveness......damn it....

Happy 2007!

What do ya know......2007 is here already....fast eh....damn.....how times flies......sigh.....

Me had my first clubbing countdown at Ashoka. I didn't want to go but I forced myself to go and enjoy myself.....had a major freakout! It was great! Meet so many peps I know and it was very nice of Vani, a fellow blogger to say hi to me! Girl, u r tall and beautiful! Nice meeting you!

And I made a major New Year Promise:

"I'm turning 25 this year and I'm gonna make the best out of it! Gonna enjoy it to the fullest! And even if I do meet someone and develop serious feelings, I'm not gonna get attached till the end of the year. I wanna enjoy my 25!!"

Anyway Happy New Year to Everyone! Wishing you all the best in the new year! Be happy and make others happy! I love you all! :) :)