And So It Ends Here......

A lot of things have happened these few weeks. My exercise ended yesterday. So has all the misery of working overtime and meeting ugly parents. Misery it may be, but I still enjoy what I'm doing.

Just when I thought that all misery had ended, I had to pushed into another one.

My relationship with Kumar has ended. It has been a week since we split. And I finally let go of any feelings that he would return yesterday night. Its interesting how life works. When you think that your path is set, something happens and your destination changes. Seriously, I never thought this would happen to me, but it did happen to me.....

I don't know who to blame, who to be angry at, who to curse, who to trust....but I have learned a lot of things from what happened.

I know I'm not gonna get over this soon. It's gonna take a long time and its going to be so difficult but I know I can get through this.

I really wanna a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who sent me alot of encouraging words to cheer me up. I really owe you guys a lot for your concerns. Thanks everyone! :)

Tony Romas Dinner was good...

When I wanna blog, I don't have the time. When I have the time to blog, my mind goes blank and I can't blog....

Met up with Avril and Tuminie some time last week and we went for dinner at Tony Romas. Me first visit there. Ok experience, just that I felt pretty wasted that we only had half of what we paid for. We 3 girls ordered enough food to fill the tummies of 5 guys.

I guess we were very hungry when we ordered the food but the hunger just disappeared halfway thru. I had the Crispy Chicken Sandwich which I think was pretty ok, but the fries were quite salty. Overall, the food was nice. I liked it there. Might go again another time but order lesser. :)

Here's a ugly picture of me trying to take a bite from the super-sized sandwich:
Tumine, Me and Avril...Love Love.....
My life isn't really great now. There are so many things that I wanna talk about, but the words aren't coming out right.

Kumar and I are having a very rough patch now and its been going on for a month. Things aren't going well and I'm worried. I'm still waiting for Kumar's reply and this indecisiveness is killing me. And its not even my fault!!!!!!

I want everything to go back to normal! I hate what's going on now!

I want a simpler life......

If only things were simpler....

Look at this:
My first promotion ceremony pic and I looked elsewhere and not at the cameraman.....argh...

I've for to wait for another 5 years or so to get promoted and take a picture like this.....argh.....

Sigh....

The P1 registration is almost coming to an end. I just have to wait for the manual posting to be over and after that,I'm gonna clear my leave and my time-off and only work 4/3 days a week. I badly need to de-stress....

Most importantly, I need to colour my hair. It looks so dead now! I'm still thinking of what colour to highlight my hair....any suggestions?? :)

A lot have been happening around me and sometimes I wish my life was much more simpler....

No More Shopping Till 2008....Yeah Rite!

The next time my friend wants to meet up with me and suggests that we watch a movie, I'm gonna agree instantly.....

Why?.....Here's why........

Vanitha smsed me on Saturday morning asking if I would like to meet up with her later. You know I hate going out on Saturdays but since it was ages since I last met her, I agreed. In the train, on the way to Causeway Point, Vanitha suggested watching 'Click'. I said, "No da, movie ticket on weekends very expensive and it would be crowded too. Let's makan and walk around."
After spending 5 hours at Causeway Point, I had bought 2 skirts, 6 tops, a pair of jeans, a pair of pants, 2 pairs of shoes and 3 pairs of earrings

On the way back, I told her, " De, we should have just watched the movie." Vanitha laughed.....

See, now you know why.....Instead of just spending less than $50 on movie and makan, I ended up spending more than $100 on clothes, shoes and earrings, undergarments too!!

Anyhu, my shopping has been completed and I have no rights to complain that I don't have any more clothes. I have enough clothes and undergarments to last for another 2 years! But Vanitha is planning another shopping trip in December, this time at Far East.....Hopefully she forgets....I know I can't control myself when I'm at Far East.... ".)

But meeting up with Vanitha on Saturday really made me feel better since I wasn't feeling very good for sometime. Vanitha wasn't feeling any better either and so the outing on Saturday benefitted the both of us, even though our wallets suffered....Hehe....

We tried the new OR chicken chop at KFC....Tasty!! Had a wonderful time laughing our hearts out and gossiping about our other friends...hehe...Both of us bought the same pairs of earrings and undies. This always happens when we go out together!!!

And before we headed home, I did this:



Cute right! I know its childish but I like! Vanitha did feel a bit embarassed at first with all the aunties and kids giving us wierd looks but she soon got into it and helped me out with the picture. Cute right! It's now on my cupboard mirror. I like!

Spent more money again yesterday. Went to IKEA to get this clothes rack at only $15. Its so useful. Now I just to iron my clothes one week in advance and don't have to worry about not having space to hang them. If you like IKEA stuff, then you should go there soon coz the sale is ending on 13 August. Its really worth the money to get things there. :) IKEA, My Favourite Store!!



I was feeling better after meeting Vanitha but I've been feeling sad again since yesterday afternoon.....Why can't people make up their minds?

I guess its FATE....

I'm a very simple person who enjoys the simple things in life. I'm happy with just a meal at the coffeeshop or just a day at home watching TV. I don't fancy expensive jewellery and I'm satisfied with cheap clothing........

I'm soft-hearted, I trust people too easily and I realise that people take advantage of me....

I' m the kind of person who thinks that everything that happens for a reason....good or bad.....And if something bad happens to me, of course, I would feel sad about it but after a while, I tell myself that its for the better and sometimes I wonder whether I'm saying to make myself feel better or I'm just plain cheating myself.....

I hate ugly scenes...I hate arguements and fights....I hate shouting.....and I just feel like fights and arguements don't bring you anywhere...they only create conflicts and enemity which are not my favourites. I favour peace and quiet and I try my best not to get into any ugly situations and as a result, people think that I'm quiet and timid and can be bullied.....

I'm often misunderstood and mostly, by the people closest to me...Sometimes I wonder whether being me is helping me in any way.....but can I change to be someone else who is the total opposite of me.....

I have a mother who thinks that other people are more important to her than her own family, a dad who's not bothered about the family, a younger brother who's bringing his life to self-destruction and a boyfriend who hurls poisonous words when angry but can't live without me when he's not angry.....

Not matter how dysfunctional they may be, I still love them coz they are my family.....but......do they think that way???

So what is life.......