Still Ms Scarface

I had a good weekend. Kavi and I celebrated Minah's birthday on Saturday at her place. Then we headed to Ashoka. I clubbed after a long time and I enjoyed it!

I had a good time! I danced, laughed, saw some people making a complete full out of themselves, saw singer Tippu up close and personal and even got tricked into getting to know a cute guy!

Saturday ended good!

:)

I actually took some pictures but I decided not to post them. I'm still Ms Scarface. I hope these scars would go away soon.....

:)

Everybody who walks past me or sees me has to comment on me losing more weight....sigh....its not that I don't wanna put on weight.....the weight doesn't want to put on me......u see...its not me.....

Sigh....

Anyway both my tuition kids have passed their PSLE! One of them even went into Express! I'm so happy. Finally something to be happy about. I'm so proud of them!

Ket is happy for once.....

Just like tat.....so easy.....I wonder how....

I wonder sometimes whether I'm ok or not. Sometimes I feel so light and sometimes I feel so heavy...my heart that is....

Its interesting on how fast he moved on. After everything we've been through and how much I've done for him, it really surprises me. Less than a month and you are already seeing someone.

I like what he said: "My life is no longer in my hands, its in another girl's hands." He was able to accept another girl into his life so fast, just like that.........

Sometimes I wonder if I made a mistake by letting him go when he wanted a break-up. Maybe I should have been selfish and made him stay with me even though I know he wouldn't be happy.

But I thought about him and let him go. What am I supposed to do? My family is such........I really thought he would miss me and come back. I didn't except him to settle so comfortably into his life and start a new one......Surprising....

I wonder how long its gonna take before I get back to normal........bear with me........

Ket was down wit chicken pox and is now up again!

Was I missed? :)

Ket was down with chicken pox since 27 Oct and finally came back to work today. :)

My first chicken pox.......15 days of nothing but sleep and TV was good. Yes, it was boring abit but I took it as a good rest. I'm gonna miss sleeping 18 hours straight.....damn.....i'm gonna miss it.

These few days at home made me think.....think a lot....more that I normally do.....and I'm more at peace now.

I love myself :)

:)