Its a great pleasure in doing wat people think/say you cannot do....

I love to push myself.....I love to see how far I can go......I know its no good coz sometimes its a toll on my health but still I love doing it....coz I get a satisfaction when I exceed myself....i love that feeling......

Still blur with school work......alot more self-study in the itinerary........Am juggling work, tuition and school......

A lot of things are happening right now and its so difficult to be patient and see what life has in store for me......sigh......I hate making decisions especially, life-changing decisions........

I did something major and the outcome will be known in a few weeks time.......and its going to determine how my life is gonna from then on........my life changing moment.......hopefully I get wat I want.......

Ok ok, too much serious talk. Better get to my rubbish mode!

Its been pretty hectic recently. Am waiting for the CNY break, badly need it!! Gonna dedicate the major portion of my hols to studying....don't I sound like an angel...haha......sooo not me! Haha!

I can't believe its been more than a month since I clubbed! Damn! More than a month!!!!!! But then, I don't really wanna go also.....1 night of clubbing and I need 2 nights of sleep to make up for the lost sleep....and I don't really have that much time for myself now....sigh.....

...sigh......I need another Sunday...........ARGH!

I don't get any shit that's going on!!!

3 weeks of school.....and I still don't understand what crap the lecturer is talking......damn......

3 hrs of starting at the notes, the powerpoint slide and the lecturer, multiple that by 3, totals up to 9 hours of nothing......damn damn damn.......this is what happens when you study after a long break.....damn damn damn......

ARGH!!!!!!!!!